optimist?

rushing out everyday
i'm going somewhere i don't know
all things around me they look so pale
i feel so sad, i feel so low
the time is up but i'm still there
i'm lost there, i'm stuck there
i cry for help, i scream, i yell
am i in hell? no one can tell
i hope this is just a dream
i hope i'm just imagining
i wanna go back home
where i belong
for long
i have no say
but it's okay
i hope one day
it will change
it will change...

How to deal with an asshole from hell!!!

Tunjuk ajarku sifu...

gadgets vs none of those

my life is full of gadgets & the need to manage & recharge them. wish i could live a simpler life of the yesteryears. (or was it really simpler? hopefully no more complicated than during my childhood life)

Powercut

Blackout
Power Trip
No electricity
Nothing

An old friend of mine (& effectively of my wife's as well)

I (& she) hasn't (haven't) met him since end of 1991. His wife is not in the photo below since she was the photographer...plus she's just given birth to their 3rd baby. Guess which one is I, she & he. (Please ignore the halflings).











Oopsss...wrong photo...too lazy to change anyway

Test post from email

I admit

This is neat

Thus I exit

Lest I quit

Demam yang tak kebah

Sakit yang tak sudah
Benci yang menular
Dengki kian mekar
Tuju yang tersasar
Buntu ketar-ketar
Sudu makan ruang
Budu dalam orang
Aku yang tak kebah
Kamu yang tak sudah

Mungkinkah Tertawa

Haruskah ku padamkan
Kedukaan ini
Dengan titis air mata
Yang menyayat hati
Atau ku biar dalam
Keadaan begini

Haruskah diriku
Mempamer sedih
Di depan dirimu
Yang tiada sudi
Mungkinkah tertawa
Aku menangis sendiri

*Aku bertanya pada
Diri oh mengapa
Mengapa bisa terjadi
Begini rupa
Aku terseksa

#Sejambak kasih mekar harapan
Terhapus di pertengahan jalan
Gugur bagaikan dedaunan
Tercemar kehormatan cinta

Apa salahku hingga
Kau berubah laku

(guitar solo taking over)
(Repeat *)
(Repeat # to fade)

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bola

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