Saturday, June 28, 2008
long time no post
the last few days had been some very hectic days, work-wise. had to stay back until night to make sure the project could be completed by the end of the week. it did minus some minor things to be done. i'll be sure to apply for the replacement leave entitlement. 3 days in total. yahoo!
got the guitar strings replaced with new ones at density studio, kerteh. the old ones had been attached to the guitar for so long, i think 2 years, that their tones had become dull. definitely not suited for a stage performance. the new ones are more suited for an electric guitar. at first, it felt awkward to play. but after a while, it felt & feels ok. at least, it won't hurt my fretting fingers that much.
there's gonna be a rehearsal for the talent competition in the afternoon before the dinner night. those involved can be dismissed early from work. yahoo! i'm glad that i can now also adjust the guitar & mic sound/volume to the optimum so that they are equally audible to the audience & 1 won't dominate over the other.
2 earth days to go...
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
q oat dinner
so, should i go to q or not? still quite it-related. to expand dms & beyond. is it a better prospect for me? i had a so-called slow talk with the q boss. i've got roughly 1 week to decide whether it's a go or no go. maybe i should follow my wife's advice to "seek" divine advice & help by performing istikharah solat. i've never done it so far throughout all my life. it's high time...
at home, still practicing for the performance. 2 of my left hand fingertips are aching and a little bit swollen and i couldn't really press & hold the guitar strings that well. i think i've been practicing very heavily since the last 1 week or so. i should have been resting for a few days now to let my fingertips to cure properly. maybe i should go see a doctor as well... the most important thing to do is that i've gotta reserve my energy for the actual show. oh, got the info from someone that ogy is gonna be the mc for the dinner. i'm gonna die. afraid of her famous lightsaber (laser) mouth...
Sunday, June 15, 2008
practice makes perfect & i'm a father.
happy father's day to all fathers around the world. dead or alive. been a father for more than 8 years already. maybe in 15-20 years time, will be a grandfather...
thanks to my daughter for the touching card.
a question to ponder: why does my sister always like to "befriend" a wife's husband? (i'm no busybody)
have u listened to the latest portishead's third? it's so damn dark & gloomy & good. weezer's red album is happy as usual. coldplay's viva la vida is listenable. thx 2 d net.
the last article in the post a week in review is originally available here, which u're very encouraged to pay many visits...it belongs to the grand mufti of perlis.
Saturday, June 14, 2008
more cleared savanna, bulb & our precious
here's the receipt of the bulb (installed on the day after the receipt date) which can last up to 3 years (hopefully close to 3 years & not just merely up to 3 years):
and here's the ultrasound images of our precious:
a week in review
we of the above from 1 of the previous posts didn't even manage to go to the grand outdoor stadium to watch sukma's athletics event since we had other commitments to do - devouring chicken satay & gulping big glass fruit juice treated by my wife's bro. at home. take-away. earlier in the day, we of the above minus a few went to the beach near the airport. making a sand castle was the kids' favorite of the day. the one that i did in cherating during the company's so-called fishing trip a few years ago was much more presentable though. at least, it won the 2nd place. but u can't expect much from a kid's handiwork anyway...unless if he/she is one of those adiputras...
on 1 of the earlier days during my holiday week, my wife and i went to kts to do 4d scanning/ultrasound of our precious. the doctor took quite sometime to get a good shot of the image because our precious was very active. it's making movements faster than the ultrasound technology could cope with. in the end, we could only be satisfied with the so-so best images that the machine could produce.
my work days were nothing special. however, 1 of the days became very special because it was a state gazetted holiday. on the night of the closing ceremony of sukma, my wife got some smses from her friends informing that it was announced on the tv during the ceremony that the next day was a state holiday due to excellent performance of the home state, which was beyond expectation and exceeded the initial target of medal tally. i turned on the tv & the presenters at the end of the ceremony show did mention about the special holiday. i smsed hr gals for confirmation and after a while, it was confirmed that the company was recognizing the holiday as well. yahoo!
i took the opportunity during the sudden unexpected holiday to clear up my savanna. see the photos above. it was so tiresome to do so. luckily, my wife's bro who's here to babysit my daughter when she's not at school, helped me with the task. starting that night, and a few days after that, my body started to feel the aftermath of the hard work. that's what happened if u don't exercise on a regular basis. plus that's the sign of me & u getting older and older by the day...
my wife's bro was here for the whole week to also learn how to play guitar. i managed to teach him a few brief lessons here and there on how to strum and on chord construction. talk about guitar, i'm planning to perform 2 songs during the coming company's annual dinner, on an acoustic guitar. cat stevens' wild world & radiohead's no surprises. the limit is 10 minutes. at first, i planned to also sing 1 of my own songs, replacing 1 of the 2 songs, but i could foresee that the chord progression and changes are quite difficult to do on stage especially with all those butterflies in the stomach. originally, i didn't intend to attend the dinner. my wife wanted us to go. but after they changed the theme of the talent competition from strictly bollywood to free theme, i decided to go & at the same time, show off my talent. winning is secondary but that would not be so bad either... :) plus i can convey some sorta message to the audience...but i highly doubt it that they would ever get it...
my wife's sis who was here since a few weeks ago, at first to babysit my daughter but later got a temporary job as a substitute teacher at my wife's school, had to go back after her last day at school, to the hometown to attend to her older sister, who is my wife's younger sis, who was having a miscarriage. my wife's bro went back as well. so, his lessons ended there. my wife's bro & youngest sis are currently on a 3-mth semester break from their colleges/unis. how i miss very much being a full-time student. the only downside was the lack of fund. my wife's other bro, now waiting to be called upon to embark on a teaching profession, came by car to pick his siblings back home.
still about the oil price increase. i read 2 good articles related to it. got them via email. here's the 1st one:
Satu tindakan yang mungkin kurang toleransi, adalah lebih wajar jika kenaikan demi kenaikan ini dibuat secara ansuran dan sedikit demi sedikit. Kita baru sahaja menghadapi kenaiakn harga beras sebanyak 80-100%. Kini diikuti minyak dan seterusnya tariff elektrik.
Roughly Malaysia produces 650,000 barrels of crude per day. We consume 400,000 barrels leaving 250,000 barrels to be exported.
Three years ago the selling price of crude was about USD30 per barrel. Today it is USD130 - an increase of USD100. There is hardly any increase in the production cost so that the extra USD100 can be considered as pure profit.
Our 250,000 barrels of export should earn us 250,000 x 100 x 365 x 3 = RM27,375,000,
But Petronas made a profit of well over RM70 billion, all of which belong to the Government.
By all accounts the Government is flushed with money.
But besides petrol the prices of palm oil, rubber and tin have also increased by about 400 per cent. Plantation companies and banks now earn as much as RM3 billion in profits each. Taxes paid by them must have also increased greatly.
I feel sure that maintaining the subsidy and gradually decreasing it would not hurt the Government finances."
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and here's the 2nd one, a very bold & daring article by the current grand mufti of perlis, from the mufti's website himself:
Saturday, June 07, 2008
Price of goods? Not good!
I had almost spent the whole day watching sukma yesterday. in the morning, went to watch gimrama (gimnastik berirama or rhythmic gymnastics). in the evening, watching the same thing as well. in the morning, brought my wife's 3-year old nephew as well, on top of the other nephews. boys are indeed difficult to control. running up & down the stairs. climbing fence. but still i'd like to have min 5 kids if The Almighty permits. the young gymnasts look so sexy in those tight suits. juggling the ball and wiggling the ribbon. it's fun & entertaining to watch. my daughter liked it very much. in fact, when all of us, especially the boys (what d'ya expect?), wanted to go back, she still wanted to stay. but parents have the final say anyway. my wife commented that those gymnasts looked very much like concubines or dancers in the past during the sultanate or emperor time, dancing and entertaining and pleasing the king or sultan or emperor. i couldn't agree less. i would never allow my daughter(s) to be a gymnast, professional or amateur.
at night, we originally planned to go watch the athletics event at the new open/outdoor stadium. however, my wife & i were so tired & flat that we had to cancel the plan. i was sure the boys would be very disappointed. my daughter was. i slept so early after taking my bath. don't know about my wife but she told me this morning (today) that she slept rather late last night. maybe she was busy & occupied with reading all those blogs...
when my holiday almost reaches its end, i received more work-related calls from contractors and the company staff. i guess it's sorta like a warm up before i actually go back to work & report for duty next week...
Friday, June 06, 2008
oily & sticky post
yesterday's morning, "we of the above" from the previous post minus my wife who's very tired from yesterday's stint due to her growing belly carrying our precious, went to the pool at batu burok to watch another sukma event. u can guess what the event is. my state almost always had representative for each type of swimming contest, but always finished last and sometimes among the last. being a home state, you get to field your swimmer regardless of qualification...i think. it's quite hot over there despite the shades from the canvas roof. so, my wife's nephews + my daughter started to feel very uncomfortable & wanted to go back. i bribed them with the promise to go have some meals at a&w near the beach after we've had enough of watching swimmers swimming. in the end, being a great keeper of promise, my bribery was fulfilled. moral of the story: if u promise to commit a sin, "lu pikir lah sendiri" whether u wanna keep it or not. (double quote, unquote means use your own head/brain to think)
after lunch, almost the whole of those now staying permanently or temporarily in the house of my parents-in-law went to k berang to attend a wedding feast organized by the siblings/family of my wife's sis-in-law, her brother's wife. being her brother's marriage. different paths were taken. going was very familiar. coming back was rather strange coz i have used the latter path 2 or 3 times only. but the latter road was very peaceful & quiet. at least for now.
in the evening, went to my parents' house. it's their turn to have me, my wife & daughter to spend the night at the house. however, my ma & my daughter's cousin who's staying there were away on a holiday in the west coast visiting my sisters. so, my daughter was rather alone having no one to play with. so, i had to bribe her with the key-cracked monopoly pc game to ensure she would not feel that bored. to my surprise, she fell asleep very early. at least, i know that she could rest better after having slept late at night on the previous nights.
got a few work-related calls yesterday...na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na...time to sleep...
Thursday, June 05, 2008
"there will be blood"
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
sukma means heart?
in the evening, went to assimilate ourselves among the sukma crowd/audience. ourselves include my whole family, sis-in-law & my wife's nephews. unfortunately, the gymnastics event of the day had come to its closure. but, we were savoring the beauty and marvel of the new & grand sports complex anyway. and spent some money for the kids to have some light snacks, meals, drinks & fun on the primitive merry-go-round. then, we spent some more money gulping big glass fruit juice at the famous big glass fruit juice restaurant. i had the biggest glass amongst us. (and u're complaining about your bigger stomach...)
today, in the morning, we of the above + another of my bro-in-law managed to go to the same sports complex to the indoor stadium to watch gymnastics there. the gymnasts were undoubtedly very skillful. nevertheless, 1 of them broke or sprinkled her neck. not dead yet but injured. another injured her knee. well, that's why we call it a sport. after lunch, with my daughter who suddenly wanted to follow me to the city after having a quarrel with her cousin, went to tmpoint to settle about my billings & the possibility of rebates. still not solved yet but at least i was comforted by the fact that my elder bro-in-law who's working with tm is taking care of it now. then, got a car wash to wash my car. arrived home (parents-in-law's) late at 6 pm. we of the above planned to see another sukma event, swimming, from 5-7 pm, near batu burok beach, but considering that we had only 1 hour to do so, including the journey to there, which we believed that the road to there would be very congested, we canceled our plan for today. until next time...
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
neo-post-100th post
couldn't logon to update my blog...
here's what i have for today if today is still referring to monday:
i just realized that my previous post was my 100th
post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm celebrating it with 100
asterisks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
200!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now, it's 300!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...whatever....
if previously it seems like the system was experimenting with me, this
time i'll be experimenting with the system & let's see how low i can
go. let's see how low it can go. let's just wait & see. no need to
pray for the betterment of the system. it's better without.
today's my 1st day of being on leave from work. still went to town,
sorry, it's city since earlier this year, to settle some personal
matters. got a call from my contractor who got a call from my boss re:
a really5 petty problem at the office in the controlLED room. got
really5 pissed off with those in that room bcoz the so-called problem
is NOT a problem at all and should have been resolved before this or
at least during the day & especially during office hours. but, being
a nice company citizen, i gave my instructions to the charity
contractor on how to settle the not-really-a problem anyway. at the
same time, i called the room & the personnel who picked up the phone
became the victim of my frustration & for venting my anger and
dissatisfaction. your secret is my collateral. i wonder if they
really require more than 1 workstations in the middle of the night. i
thought they normally would just watch mpg & listen to mp3 & watch
soccer & watch youtube & download this & download that & the dirty
list goes on... your dirty secrets are my safe collateral...
yesterday, my ex-indirect boss came & i managed to voice my
dissatisfactions to him as well. well, he's the one who started to
tell me about his with the company, now his ex. despite his advice to
do otherwise, i will carry on with my anchovy plan against the sharks
and just eat, drink, sleep, wait & see...
everybody pleads not guilty but a victim is still a victim & the
damage is already done & life goes on & on & on...
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Monday, June 02, 2008
missed days
2 days ago: yesterday evening, meaning the evening of 3 days ago, my family & i suddenly decided to go back to kt. today, meaning 2 days ago, i spent most of my day in kt town settling personal matters. sent my wife's car for repair. it's making this very strange noise since the past few days. it turned out to be caused by the worn out brake pad & it cost a bomb to repair but it had to be repaired anyway. tried to solve the celcom hha & tm streamyx billing dispute but still not yet solved. they asked me to come back on wednesday while they're checking & settling the issue. my aim is just to get the rebates for the "extra" charge that i was paying since the last 2-3 months. on another note, i hate it when people are taking advantage of others... on yet another note, it was so jam-packed in kt because of the official opening of sukma. the roads to/from kt via the bridge and the old road were all congested. talk about modernization, this is what u'll get.
1 day ago: just another boring day at work. departed from kt. i know that starting my own biz is the best but i just don't know what kind of biz is the best for me. mlm? no way! i was thinking of writing but looking at my situation & attitude now, i don't think that would kick off. composing songs? i've been having this writer's block syndrome since i started working in the corporate world. no wonder artists who used to work in a corporate world normally had to quit the world since they will never ever be able to balance between the 2 careers. so, looks like i'm stuck "eating payroll" for the rest of my life...
after work, settled a few things at home before driving back to kt. since the light bulb of the front porch of my house always went out using the around rm2 bulb, this time, i had replaced it with a more expensive rm19.90 bulb, claimed to be able to last up to 3 years. when i think about it, 1 day can be considered as up to 3 years as well...hmmm...