help! i'm stuck!

why is everybody trying to lure it guys out from it? 1 attempt after another. are they really sincere? are they under pressure? how could i tell?

stumbled upon another old friend by the name of aidil azha. he's with exxon mobil now. after work, helped so'u' again going to his potential rented house in kerteh. don't know if he's gonna like the house. up to his preference.

the 3 bikes were ready at noon but i was only able to pick 'em up at 9pm++. since i've got the bicycle voucher, i'm thinking of getting a bigger & better bicycle for my daughter this weekend. she's already 8 years old but still using bikes for 5 years old! pity her...

got my salary slip with bonus inside but since i'm using a non-conventional, non-official bank from the point of view of the company, the crediting will always be late by 1-5 days depending on many factors such as weekends & public holidays. in theory, it's in but actually it's not yet. like before, a bulk of it will be used to pay cc outstanding balance. hopefully, the remaining will be kept safely in a savings/wadiah account depending on my ability & skills & willpower to stop my cravings for lustful worldly man-made things. ah, materialistic world...

my wife reminded me that if by the age of the mystical number of 40, we don't change for the better, still stuck in this dreamy real world, without stocking up for the hereafter, then our heart might have been blackened and there might be no turning back. how true. how can we not know. and how we choose to ignore.